I don’t wish to be the best but I wish to be good enough. At least I try, most of the people I know don’t even try to make you happy. I try and try and try, soon enough you’re going to push me to my limits and I am not going to be able to take it anymore so soon start to give up. GIVE UP. I think that’s what you want me to do because I feel like you’re pushing me away. Everything I do for you, seems to never be enough. I honestly think it’s time to give up. I always told myself I would never give up on anything but I can’t take it no more, it’s hurting me more than you think it would.. But I guess you don’t care about that either. I think you would soon start to forget about me.. I really wish I could do the same. But I am a female and I kinda have a heart and feelings that you are making go away. I don’t want to lose you. But I have no choice, you’re slipping away too fast for me to try to stop it. I can’t try anymore. I just give up. We were so happy together, we at least I thought…. You hurt me once and I gave you a second chance just because I am in love with you, and you took advantage of it and went and hurt me again. I should have never gave you that other chance because you keep fucking with my heart and mind and I don’t like it and that’s why I give up. I gave up everything for you. I gave up my friends, I don’t have any friends anymore because I stopped talking to everyone just to stay together with you and I don’t know why I did because you lied to me, and hurt me. I tried to make you happy, I tried to give you everything. Still wasn’t good enough. I have no more to give up, if you’re not happy with what I do for you then leave. Just leave, don’t sit there and say you love me because it’s all a lie. It’s a lie, do you think that I am that stupid and don’t realize what you’re doing? Do you think I am that stupid? I don’t have much more to say but I am done with you, I gave you too much all I have left is the fact that I am alive. Do you want me dead? Will that make you happier? Just so you don’t have to hear my name anymore, or see my face and totally forget about everything that we had. Well I thought we had, I thought we were in love? Why would you tell me you love me if you really don’t? It’s a waste of words, is it because nobody else wants to be with you because they know how you are. I thought different about you and I don’t know why because everything I heard was the truth. I should have listened to all the people who were talking about you, but I tried to stop it because I thought you were different. You just stayed with me because I gave you everything I could.. I took all your bullshit and I soon started to forget about it just so I don’t lose my love for you because I was in love but they way you’re treating me is tearing me apart. It’s making all the love go away. I have nothing else to offer you, I am done..
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